Forget regret
Mar. 14th, 2026 10:24 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
rhino_neil* Forget regret or life is yours to miss
#Excuse me Paul I'm having a problem with this
This credo my T-cells are low
I regret that news, okay?
Forget regret or life is yours to miss.... Two poeple I know died or were burried this week. I didn't know either well, bu Sarah's death caused me to pause and mourn. Many friends knew Erik and I know that as the years go by I'll loose more aquantences, friends even a lover who I still in touch with. One day someone will notice I'm gone as well.
So my response? to spend Saturday cleaning the flat. It's my usual response when I've let the mess get on top of me. I really want to make something of that time between now and facebook going quiet. I watched a film I'd never seen "Rocky" (1976). There's something about films made in New york in the seventies, it's such a unique, grim feel. I loved it and the app launched Rocky II, but I decided to sort my self out, bring in the washing and call it a night.
Can I look forward without fear, can I life a life without being overwhelmed? My faith says there is hope.
Lets see.
#Excuse me Paul I'm having a problem with this
This credo my T-cells are low
I regret that news, okay?
*Alright
But Gordon, how do you feel today?
#What do you mean?
*How do you feel today?
#Okay
But Gordon, how do you feel today?
#What do you mean?
*How do you feel today?
#Okay
*Is that all?
#Best I've felt all year
*Then why choose fear?
#I'm a New Yorker
Fear's my life
from "Life Support" by Jonathan Larson, Rent (1993)#Best I've felt all year
*Then why choose fear?
#I'm a New Yorker
Fear's my life
Forget regret or life is yours to miss.... Two poeple I know died or were burried this week. I didn't know either well, bu Sarah's death caused me to pause and mourn. Many friends knew Erik and I know that as the years go by I'll loose more aquantences, friends even a lover who I still in touch with. One day someone will notice I'm gone as well.
So my response? to spend Saturday cleaning the flat. It's my usual response when I've let the mess get on top of me. I really want to make something of that time between now and facebook going quiet. I watched a film I'd never seen "Rocky" (1976). There's something about films made in New york in the seventies, it's such a unique, grim feel. I loved it and the app launched Rocky II, but I decided to sort my self out, bring in the washing and call it a night.
Can I look forward without fear, can I life a life without being overwhelmed? My faith says there is hope.
Lets see.
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Date: 2026-03-15 10:48 am (UTC)I'm sorry for your losses.