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Not at BiCon
Aug. 6th, 2016 12:00 amWell obviously, not even I could hide this long at an event!
Why not? Well last year ended with me, shall we say failing in expected social niceties. AKA being a git. Not deliberately I hasten to add, but I am socially blind at times and also just want to fucking hide from people if I can't deal with interaction or am just tired. BiCon is fairly full on people. They may be lovely and yes one can bugger off to your room, but sometimes I just get tired and stressed and fuck up. This happened a few times last year and come booking time this year I just wanted to avoid any fall out, so I didn't book.
Oh and money..Fucked up on spending again big time
So I'm continuing to work on the physical fitness. If I'm fitter, I'm less tired generally and hopefully more able to deal with that stuff in future.
So carry on with the exercise, walking and swimming, watch the pennies and try and be a happy Rhino!
Why not? Well last year ended with me, shall we say failing in expected social niceties. AKA being a git. Not deliberately I hasten to add, but I am socially blind at times and also just want to fucking hide from people if I can't deal with interaction or am just tired. BiCon is fairly full on people. They may be lovely and yes one can bugger off to your room, but sometimes I just get tired and stressed and fuck up. This happened a few times last year and come booking time this year I just wanted to avoid any fall out, so I didn't book.
Oh and money..Fucked up on spending again big time
So I'm continuing to work on the physical fitness. If I'm fitter, I'm less tired generally and hopefully more able to deal with that stuff in future.
So carry on with the exercise, walking and swimming, watch the pennies and try and be a happy Rhino!
