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Day 1 unemployed
So, unemployed day 1.
Technically I'm on pay in lieu of notice. But still anxiety, stress, wanting to stay in bed. A friend I haven't seen in over 20 years whose son I share a birthday with messaged me to get up. So here I am drinking tea and eating sticky porridge.
At the moment there is money and a little to come. There are debts. There are jobs to apply for. There are skills I have, there are things to do. I've been here before, picked myself up and moved on.
The quiet is all encompassing. I don't want to put music, podcasts etc on yet. but the quiet.
And oh god, the lifetime of friends. the friends. stepping up.
Technically I'm on pay in lieu of notice. But still anxiety, stress, wanting to stay in bed. A friend I haven't seen in over 20 years whose son I share a birthday with messaged me to get up. So here I am drinking tea and eating sticky porridge.
At the moment there is money and a little to come. There are debts. There are jobs to apply for. There are skills I have, there are things to do. I've been here before, picked myself up and moved on.
The quiet is all encompassing. I don't want to put music, podcasts etc on yet. but the quiet.
And oh god, the lifetime of friends. the friends. stepping up.